Also:

This is probably the sexiest thing I've seen in film format in quite awhile...ah...
Everyones jumping on the 70's b movie thing these days...SWEET!

Give me that olde tyme religon

The Beatles once said "one is the loneliest number".
I Sir Paul Mc Cartney, George Harrisson, Ringo Star and Lennon think you are all full of shit.
Three hundred and sixty five is the loneliest number.
Three hundred and sixty five days compose a year.
A year composes memories.
Memories compose themselves out of thin air.
Thin air composes itself out of an act of a non-existant god.
God is composed of coca cola ads, marketing schemes and iphones.
Iphones are the hottest gift this season.
This season is winter.
Winter is getting colder and colder, and windier and windier.
My mind is unwravelling slowly as I watch this world go by with closed eyes.
Eyes reflect the world, and at the end of the year were supposed to reflect on ourselves.
Ourselves are very needy creatures who feed off others well being (for the most part).
Well being is completely self righteous and commendable.
Force another year upon yourself for self improvement self loathing and self distruction.
I mean...happy 2008.



We're almost in the 10's
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fuck you

pretentiousmusicilove@hotmail.co.uk

The only bar/ club I would ever reccomend to anyone visiting Toronto would be the mod club.
Although it's pricey as fuck, and theres way too many trendy cobrasnake.com-esque hipsters lurking around every corner, they happen to have some of the best live dj's...ever...in the history of turning of the tables.
Below this stupid little paragraph will be a picture of a bunch of writing and songs you cant make out! But if you clicky it it will open in a new window and tantilize your taste buds with tasty tunes from all around...the globe?
Another fun fact is this playlist was aired live on the radio on my birthday and it was a good time.


-ENJOi!

subjecting you/ look at my art:

Undead artwork

the dark passenger

Quoting a song or a line from a movie I feel 'connected' with just doesn't do it for me anymore.
I've pretty much forced myself to spewing out my brain onto this pixelated facade of myself.
events/ emotions/ trials and tribulations/ ideas/ philosophies and beliefs...
Thats what I should be sharing with the www. world, instead I find myself sitting here with nothing to say.
I don't want to have to think of some overtantly original piece of writing for someone who doesn't even realize how surreal it is to be a human and occupy this planet.
humans are born/ humans grow/ humans develop...but somewhere in between puberty and becoming a twenty something year old a majority of us seem to loose our souls.

"what the fuck are you talking about lillie"

When most people wake up in the morning they jump in the shower use their various products from shoppers drug mart/ pharma plus/ rexall etc... drape themselves in clothes that are designed too impress people opposed to keep you comfortable and clothed.
Everythings just totally split into tiny little neat packages. Everythings automatic. Everythings in HD. Everythings crystal clear(opaque). Everythings tainted by a false god. Everythings burning down.
In the year 2010, I will be able to stand on a mountain top and say: I lived through the first decade of the millennium and not one original piece of art, music, literature , spoken word, political value, social ethics, film, spec of dust has caught my eye or been created in the first place. Not only is everyone becoming a sheep in the field outside the slaughterhouse, but were not even fighting for survival. We just want to cruise by in life no questions asked.

No questions asked

No questions asked

No questions asked
NO ONE QUESTIONS (period)
Teenagers have become more self distructive and drug dependant than ever (oh and falsely medicated)
Their parents have become twice as confused from all of the self help evangelical american propaganda.
Get a house, a husband and kids...QUICK.
Or your pension may run out.
Everything has a catch everything has hidden text and signatures of yours you never once signed...
Our cars now speak English and tell us were to go
We don't have to take more than a five minute walk ANYWHERE without seeing a train bus elscalator elevator or some kind of leg alternative.
The aging process is going to dissapear since we are all vanity freaks.
We are also the first generation for some reason find it entertaining to share hundreds upon hundreds of pictures of ourselves taken by...ourselves...for no reason shape or form.

At the end of the day all we rely on is microchips, batteries, power plants, democracy and lies.
Why let that control you when you can just look up at the sky and see heaven and hell all around you...

I'm not afraid too die...
I'm really scared of being alive though...

The soundtrack for slitting your wrists

What started out as a stupid un educated statement about drugs and the 'toronto party scene'
Quickly turned into world war ten as you will soon...read...if your even paying attention...


(read from the bottom up) :

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 11:54pm The greatest thing is the fact that I'm still writing because I feel like a fucking idiot repeating myself. The fact of the matter is Kady and I aren't making fun of ANYTHING or anyone. The only thing were doing is posting the cornucopia of wonderful things we've seen played out by these GREAT people that I definately didn't go to school with and definately dont see everytime I'm downtown and everytime I go to drumcircle and everytime I go too see friends at various schools in Toronto...yeah I'm just pulling this all from thin air and partially from my ketamine infested gaping asshole. Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62957&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Gordon Best (North Toronto Collegiate Institute) wrote at 11:17pm Can you people stop making fun of these kids? That's all you're doing, you are not being "helpful" or anything, you're just like "guilt guilt guilt insult guilt shitty Eminem lyrics insult insult". You don't actually know these kids, and this was just something that someone made as a joke and you felt that it was your bullshit duty to fill this group with your fecal preaching. This is NOT the place for you to talk shit, in fact I don't think you should EVER talk shit to these kids, because they are better than your for the sheer fact that they aren't bitching back. You're trying to make good people feel bad, and you can't say they aren't good people because you don't fucking know them. If you know the names of the specific kids who fucked up your shit, then go bother them, but leave Kai and his buddies alone. Message - Report

Keta Kai (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 11:11pm Why is everyone so angry? This group doesn't say DO DRUGS EVERYONE!!! THEYRE SO GREAT!!! It says that officer Frank lied to us about raves... So why is everyone gettting so fussed up? Message - Report

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 9:50pm LASTLY Once again quoting the woman with the worlds largest brain (clearly): "Oh, and P.S. Ketamine, pot, shrooms, acid, etc, aren't addictive." Just beacuse something isn't medically prooven to be addictive doesnt mean it is something you should do... Yeah man....a couple of viles and blotters and rails and pills over years and years of stupid abuse never did anything... pahah Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62927&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 9:48pm So you come to movie theatres and take advantage of how tolerant they are to having a fun time and smoking some pot. And then you ruin that with your viles upon viles upon dimebags upon whatever of fake drugs cut with many many wonderful things. Then you come to drumcircle, a place to chill outdoors and ONCE AGAIN! freely smoke pot maybe have a few beers and just enjoy life and music and your 'youth' or whatever. AND THEN you bring your glowsticks and posse's of 543534 kids that are so fucked up that they dont even know that it's past their ten o clock curfew since there still in grade school... I'm repeating myself here, and I'll continue too if I keep talking about this because it's one big vicious cycle. Everyone just needs to get overthemselves and get over the fact that YES drugs are available in your middle class north york areas! and you infact CAN buy them with mommy and daddys crisp green 20's. But what besides that are you trying to proove? ....yeahhhhh Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62925&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 9:43pm Thanks for taking the time too think I was asking for a response to something that could be simply broken down into one sentence: Your stuck in a really trivial phase in which you result to rubbing against sweaty sexually confused twelve year olds on AMPHETAMINES (which happen to be a family of chemically based drugs which I know about / dont care if I spell incorrectly, because you know...typos show a way lower IQ. Either way if you argue the point that every single person in the group or affiliated with the people in this group need to shut up and get a life. The reason you cant go to darkside, you cant smoke a joint in queens park, there are no all ages events/ concerts all comes back to you guys. SO pat yourselves on the back for a job well done...because isn't that what you wanted to do? End the only things we can enjoy...oh wait you don't have any better place to go blow fake drugs up your nose... Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62923&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Emily Maus Cooper (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 9:36pm Oh, and P.S. Ketamine, pot, shrooms, acid, etc, aren't addictive. Every few weekends raving, mostly sober :) Message - Report

Emily Maus Cooper (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 9:35pm As I was saying: Don't judge based on a few people. Everyone is different. Myself as an example. A) Yes, we are all in highschool. I go to school every day. I'm getting good grades. B)"The only 'jib' I do- which isn't shortform for meth, it's a nickname, and meth is short for methamphetamine (spelling?). And I only do it accidently, in pills. And once ever two monthsish. C) Doesn't everyone? Japs, Gansters, Losers, everyone talks about eachother. D) I don't even understand this one. E) I like being this ^_^ Message - Report

Willa Meredith (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 8:58pm kaai you scandal queen Message - Report

Hashley B (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 7:50pm uhm i think what it all comes down to is, why everyone feels the need to flash their substance use to everyone ever. okay, we finally get it now. you go to parties, you do drugs, like a good percentage of the rest of the world. but what your trying to work your way to becoming isnt anything good, and i dont know why its become so trendy. why would you let a facade of somethign become your entire lifestyle is the rhetorical question i shall end this with. Message - Report

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 7:45pm "Drugs are only bad if people abuse them" HAHAHA I only do it every single rave weekend living moment of my life! I can quit whenever I want! I love you all AIRKISSES <33333> Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62898&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Lillie Alexandra Afriat wrote at 7:41pm Oh man! Hopefully everyone will read this ENTIRE what seems like epic saga of facebook 'drama', and completely obliterate the 'rave/party/drug' scene completely...why you ask? A) You are all in high school and then another majority of you dont even GO to the school you attend B) You are all doing jib which is a shortform for the drug METH C) All of your friends talk constant shit about each of you D) When you grow up your going too suffer from lots of things worse than a GLAM! nosebleed for your flashy strung out american apparel pictures! E) It's about time maybe ONE person decided to be themselves and didn't have too live up to some HIDDEN expectation to be a what...a raver? a photographer/model/makeup artist/suicide girl/ hippy... I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ANYONES ALIVE STILL... Tear me apart Talk shit I'm fat and ugly and a bitch and yeah cool awesome... At the end of the day I'm not some pseudo young and eglinton amy winehouse jibhead... Are you sure you want to delete it? ', 'Delete', 'http://www.facebook.com/editwall.php?cdel=62894&id=17684530460&action=delete'); return false;">Delete

Emily Maus Cooper (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 6:52pm This group was meant to be a joke, get it htorough you're head. Drugs are only bad if people abuse them Don't judge all Kandi kids just because a few are dumb. It's like calling all people who are poor 'lazy' because they're's poor. Message - Report

Matt Hutchison (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 2:43pm wow kady i sure do guess that you dislike drugs lol... i guess ur points proven lol but yeah drugs are whack exept chronic obviously... maybe shrooms too, and possibly a bit o blow. but fuck rave drugs lol layta Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:41pm or delete everything i wrote starting now.......... Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:40pm bye im now going to leave this groupd and you can all butcher me all you want Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:39pm im pretty sure officer frank was trying to warn you about somone you turned into not only can you not handle acid which isnt even acid cause tthat dont exist in toronto anymore(at least not for 15 year old candy kids) you have albums of you with several needles, titled there are reasons im not allowed to do meth ummmmmmm someone is an attention whore much! you ppl make me want to kill myselff i hate my fucking generation your all custy retards Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:16pm and yea im not saying drugs are bad but i dont get you ppl you look like walking viles someone cryed almost a t a drum circle cause i wanted to break his bracelette of viles? remembering all the good times? have fun with your lovely JIB dude wait your that kid KIA you fucking did acid and were scratcching at your neck bad tripping all night rambling on about meth....... um what point are you trying to prove that you can handle your drugs or your really cool because you made this group aahahhahahahahahhahahah your all fucked ahahahahhahahahahha this is the bigggest joke ever Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:11pm this ones for you, you meth-acid lover(KETA KIA<3)> Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:10pm OK, I'm going to attempt to drown myself You can try this at home You can be just like me! Mic check one two.. we recordin? I'm cancerous, so when I diss you wouldn't wanna answer this If you responded back with a battle rap you wrote for Canibus I strangled you to death then I choked you again Then break your fuckin legs till your bones poke through your skin You beef wit me, I'ma even the score equally Take you on Jerry Springer, and beat yer ass legally I get you blunted off of funny home grown Cause when I smoke out I hit the trees harder than Sonny Bono (Ohh no!!) So if I said I never did drugs That would mean I lie AND get fucked more than the President does Hillary Clinton tried to slap me and call me a pervert I ripped her fuckin tonsils out and fed her sherbet (Bitch!)

Kady Baked wrote at 2:10pm My nerves hurt, and lately I'm on edge Grabbed Vanilla Ice and ripped out his blonde dreads (Fuck you!) Every girl I ever went out wit is gone lez Follow me and do exactly what the song says: smoke weed, take pills, drop outta school, kill people and drink And jump behind the wheel like it was still legal I'm dumb enough to walk in a store and steal So I'm dumb enough to ask for a date with Lauryn Hill Some people only see that I'm white, ignorin skill Cause I stand out like a green hat with a orange bill But I don't get pissed, y'all don't even see through the mist How the fuck can I be white, I don't even exist I get a clean shave, bathe, go to a rave Die from an overdose and dig myself up out of my grave My middle finger won't go down, how do I wave? And this is how I'm supposed to teach kids how to behave? Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:09pm Now follow me and do exactly what you see Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me! I slap women and eat shrooms then O.D. Now don't you wanna grow up to be just like me! Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:09pm Me and Marcus Allen went over to see Nicole When we heard a knock at the door, must have been Ron Gold' Jumped behind the door, put the orgy on hold Killed em both and smeared blood in a white Bronco (we did it!) My mind won't work if my spine don't jerk I slapped Garth Brooks out of his Rhinestone shirt I'm not a player just a ill rhyme sayer That'll spray an Aerosol can up at the ozone layer (psssssssh) My rap style's warped, I'm runnin out the morgue witcha dead grandmother's corpse to throw it on your porch Jumped in a Chickenhawk cartoon wit a cape on Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:09pm And beat up Foghorn Leghorn with an acorn I'm bout as normal as Norman Bates, with deformative traits A premature birth that was four minutes late Mother.. are you there? I love you I never meant to hit you over the head with that shovel Will someone please explain to my brain that I just severed a main vein with a chainsaw and I'm in pain? I take a breather and sighed; either I'm high, or I'm nuts Cause if you ain't tiltin this room, neither am I So when you see your mom with a thermometer shoved in her ass Then it probably is obvious I got it on with her Cause when I drop this solo shit it's over with I bought Cage's tape, opened it, and dubbed over it Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 2:09pm I came to the club drunk with a fake ID Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me! I've been with 10 women who got HIV Now don't you wanna grow up to be just like me! I got genital warts and it burns when I pee Don't you wanna grow up to be just like me! I tie a rope around my penis and jumped from a tree You probably wanna grow up to be just like me!!! Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 1:10pm k way keta(ketamine) what ever you want to call yourself first off dont act like you know me. i was never into blow buddy. you fucking little shits walk around everywhere with halos all over your face..... you fucked up bloor cinema to the point of them never playing dark side again pretty soooon drum circles are going to be bait candy kid circles stay where you belong dont fuck up the rest of our fun. Message - Report

Natasha AhsataN wrote at 12:05pm umm.. i'm pretty sure this group is saying that people don't actually frequently get drugged at raves as much as it shows in movies and well what "Officer Frank" told people.. and I for one rather rave sober then on any chemical.. because the music is the drug. kkthnxbi. Message - Report

Chloe Bones Ross (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 8:11pm yesterday kai make this group invite only mebbeh? Message - Report

Tegan Moon (Danforth Collegiate And Technical Institute) wrote at 7:00pm yesterday You guys are stupid, Kady is right. Drugs ARE bad. Not telling you not to do them but if you are dont fucking deny what they do to your health. Message - Report

Keta Kai (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 6:44pm yesterday Uhm if you dont like the group then dont join. Its that simple. Dont act like your above it cause i fucking know you were into blow too. And people popping some E once in a while isnt that bad. Message - Report

Keta Kai (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 6:41pm yesterday yeah he tolf us about marajuanna laced with poo... The above the influence commercials are pretty dumb too Message - Report

Vince M (Crestwood Preparatory College) wrote at 3:07pm yesterday i think kady has a spiked dildo stuck up her ass. Message - Report

Dmitri T (Northern Secondary School) wrote at 1:46pm yesterday I have a friend who went to a rave, passed out, and woke up near Sault St. Marie, totally naked, with a dime taped to his forehead. Farmer picked him up, and all was ok, but nevertheless. Message - Report

Gordon Best (North Toronto Collegiate Institute) wrote at 11:02am yesterday Kady sounds like she's on a lot of drugs Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 9:16am yesterday oh yea and lets not forget how many punds you loose brooooking wild yea rave for life heart attacks forever blowing viles in front of 53 division always meth is my favourite! its in everything my k my e my coke my everything i hope you kids love yourr meth considering thats what drugs you little candy kids can get your hands on and most of the rest of them fuck guys you drive me crazy just stop beiing fucking idiots and actually makking this groups and promoting drugs i hope one day your fucking rents see you blast a line and fucking beat some sense into you before its to late ;) Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 9:11am yesterday wait till your noses start caving in and your puking up blood and you get stomac alsers thats one of my favs about drugs is the ever so lovely side effects not to mention how little one eats on them you guys are on a true hollywood diet you guy remind me of lindsay and paris and brit exept uglier no offense Message - Report

Kady Baked wrote at 9:08am yesterday amanda i dont know if you knew this but not everything is what it seeems(drug dealers are not fucking icecream truck drivers) they like to cut there stuff with other drugs and cleaning products and eventually you wont be able to handle it theres only do much fucking doamine and saratonin in ones head.......... why do you think ppl go to rehab, cause they cant handle there shit? no because its addictive and fucks with you. dont worry i can say what i know what im talking about because once apon a time i was a little ravertard like you. and now when i try and put shit up my nose it fucking killls. kids as fun as they are at the end of the day drugs are bad. they cause depression and other mental disorders and i dont know if you kids have noticed, but now a days teenagers dont have healthy, stable or sain minds much no more. stop promoting drug use. stop fucking publicly blowing lines PLEASE DONT COME BACK TO DRUM CIRLCE AND THANKS GUYS!!!! BLOOR CINEMA IS NEVER PLAYING DARK SIDE Message - Report

Sam Hildebrand (Leaside High School) wrote at 10:52pm on December 7th, 2007 hahaa officer frank came o my school in grade 4 or 5 or something and he talked to us about how anyone who sells you drugs wants to hurt you and doesn't care about you and most likely it's not good stuff it's probably full of "fecies" and laced with cocaine...lol Message - Report

Mish Waraksa (Inglenook Community School) wrote at 8:33pm on December 7th, 2007 NO JOKES, I was told officer Frank died of a heroine overdose. NO JOKES. Message - Report

Amanda Butterfly (no network) wrote at 5:16pm on December 7th, 2007 drugs are spiritual & life changing exsperiance how are some FUCKERS GONNA TELL ME DONT DO DRUGS WHEN THEY HAVE NOT DONE IT & HOW ARE THE PEOPLE THAT DID DRUGS GONNA TELL ME YOU WONT BE ABLE TO HANDLE EVENTUALLY ....IM STILL HERRRREE!!! FUCK...... JUST BECAUSE THEY CANT HANDLE SHIT ..PEOPLES STATE OF MIND IS WHAT MAKES THE WORLD ......PEOPLES THOUGHTS IS WHAT MAKE THE WORLD......TRUE RAVERS ARE ADDICTED TO RAVES NOT DRUGS ! DRUGS ARE JUST SOMETHING THAT WE USE BETTER THE EXSPERIANCE THAT MUCH FUCKING BETTER... AS LONG AS U ARE SAFE WITH THEM U READ UP YOU LEARN YOU TEACH YOU HELP THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE JUT BEEN INTRODUSED:) Message - Report

We've met before, haven't we.
I don't think so. Where was it you think we met?
At your house. Don't you remember?
No. No, I don't. Are you sure?
Of course. As a matter of fact, I'm there right now.
What do you mean? You're where right now?
At your house.
That's fucking crazy, man.
Call me. Dial your number. Go ahead.